Sunday, 28 November 2010

To be human

Why are we constantly attempting to define and correct ourselves to be perfect. when in fact we should be concentrating on being ourselves to the best we could.

There is no definition to being human other than the physical form, everything else is down to you.

i would if i could

UGG Classic Tall - Chocolate / Ugg Bailey button - Chocolate
Grey marl, 98-3988
Dark grey, 98-7284
Khaki green, 99-6295




Saturday, 20 November 2010


future tat?
maybe the second x

Friday, 19 November 2010

Perfect Imperfections

Ok. I'm taking this over from YouTube to the blogverse;
Reason being, it's too sweet to ignore. Everyday people are being built / given these persona's and I guess this is a real nice way of them bringing themselves back down and going, hey! I've got problems too! Anyway down to the dirt (if requested pictures may follow):

3 Things I Hate but not enough to change
My teeth.
They're all crooked and I only have myself to blame, they were crooked in the first place because I was too chicken to pull my baby teeth out as a child so my adult teeth came through crooked as they were still in the way. Then came the train tracks and I couldn't be happier they were all nice and straight! Until mr. Retainer came along and didn't hold them in place - the only thing it was good for was giving me a horrid saliva infested lisp! (gorgeous I know) well one day I go and loose said retainer, and the teeth went a little crooked again - so moral of the story? PULL YOUR BABY TEETH OUT KIDS AND WEAR YOUR RETAINERS TEENS!
My teeth are also slightly yellow - in my opinion anyway DON'T TRUST PICTURES FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY CAN BE MISLEADING any who yes they're they're a smidgen yellow but that don't bother me....yet. So yeah I get by, by trying not to show teeth in photos, no-ones commented on them negatively to my face - yet!
My Lips.
Ok not a huge deal about these, I don't like how "full" they are and they "attention" I get/got form them... "The BJ lip girl" great... I'm always envious of those with slimmer lips even though everyone says big lips are a good thing... but I just find that they're amazingly out of proportion with the rest of my face (my eyes being so small and my bridge-less nose). Second of all about them is their shape, the bottom lip is just a lil full to the point where they sort of curve out at the edges, I find myself concealing them out just so the shape looks better, but it's not like I'm gonna get lypo on my lips anytime soon... I got my lips from my mumma =]
My Nose.
Or shall I say the nose I don't have... another thing that people used to be so fascinated by when I was small was how I didn't have a nose, when I say that it's like a cartoon like button nose... My bridge is almost non existent, I cant wear glasses / Sunglasses because they slip right off, I spend HOURS in a store trying on everything to find one that even closely fits without slipping off my face, I don't plan on slicing my ear to give me a bridge, heck I didn't let them touch my ear to fix my infected piercing! I just get around it by contouring my nose to fake shadows of a bridge shh! ;]

Any how, as I said I'm content with my imperfections I don't plan on changing them, these selected one's are probably the ones that bother me the most not because people brought it out to me I guess because they're the ones with the least done to change, I cant list more otherwise I'd have a whole field trip of imperfections to share with you! Anyway onto the lighter note:

3 Things I Love but not obsess over
My Skin.
Unfortunately for me, this is another thing that the younger me could have ruined for life, and I'm still scarred by it. Anyway I have like an OCD with my skin / body, I don't like imperfections / impurities, once I feel a lump face / body / anywhere I will pick and pick and pick at it until I either stop myself or it feels smooth (worst case is on my back), anyway my face was drawn to a big victim of this, IF I can find an old photo of my it's just a scabby patchy face as I'd ripped into it so much my mum always warned me, then when the scars began to show I regretted picking at them but I had so many scars I was naive to think that if I did it to my whole face, I'd be one complexion again. Anyway onto the love side of this, I'm so so so so so so so fortunate that most of these scars have faded and my skin isn't as acne prone as other peoples and overall fairly clear *touch wood*
My Double Eyelids
Ok, so my eyes maybe small. But as least I have double lids to make them look bigger / rounder god forbid what I may look like if I had monos AND small eyes!
My Legs
Not like I like to get em out and flaunt them ALL THE TIME, but I like how they're nice / toned / smooth / proportioned

Wow. That was hard! Anyway, hope you guys enjoyed this post and do one yourselves! x

Thursday, 18 November 2010


E.L.F Under Eye Concealer Medium
Benefit Party Stick Spin the bottle
E.L.F Complexion Perfection
M.A.C. Blot Powder Medium/Dark
Jelly Pong Pong Hawaiian Sun Bronzer
Maybelline Pure Blush Mineral Opal Rose
E.L.F. Highlighter (attached to concealer)

UD Naked - Naked Darkhorse Sin
M.A.C. Blacktrack
Benefit Lust Dust Punk Royalty
M.A.C. Print
Jill Stuart Mascara
Hong Kong Lashes 3 Sections Under Lashes

E.L.F Studio First Date Lip Stain
Lancome Juicy Tube 29

FOTD / N whatever

E.L.F. Studio Under Eye Concealer Medium

UD Naked Hustle
Tight line eyes
Barry M Super Soft Eye Crayon
Thin layer to crease and blend
M.A.C Mystery
Outer corners
Benefit Lust Dust Snow Bunny
UD Naked Creep
Line upper and lower
Majolica Majorca Lash Expender Plus Mascara
Upper lash base
Imju Dejavu Mascara
Upper and lower lash set

EOS Lipbalm Summerfruit

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

Can you see the end?

How can you when no matter how far you think you've come you're still at the beginning

It's funny how life brings you through problem after problem, you'll have moments of peace; how individuals pick and choose who they want beside them and who they want to cast aside which leads fickle minds to cause what we call "drama". We just love that stuff don't we, spinning words, making someone feel lower, building others up, singling people out, this could also be put down as "pride" so:

Drama + Pride = :)
it also means one very :(
the more :) = closer to the "end"

But you're never satisfied because the "end" isn't measured by how :) you are... so you're constantly chasing this "end" and making more and more people :( to make yourself :)'ier

tell me how it feels on top of all the people you've pushed down? happy with yourself? happiness is an emotion not a destination

So I say .. fuck the end

It's obvious that you're dieing

... so what will you between now and then?

Wednesday, 3 November 2010

another mini haul

Most importantly I got a new screen case for my iPhone (finally!) the bubbles annoyed me like crazy... just a lil bit of OCD...

Secondly I GOT MY VIVIENNE EARRING BACK! I've missed it so much since I've lost it in Korea :( So I went out to fill my void

Got this top from Reiss Sample sale (open to public from today so GOGOGO! ) This was like 35 down from 95 LOVE the studs x

Another lil note, I got these off eBay kos I have ugly teeth and I thought I'd try make em pretty :)