A large part of being human is discovering who you are, and for me I feel numb. I lack passion, possibly disloyal; I can't put my finger on it however whatever it is, I can't name something that I would fight for.
I'm no sure if it is me, the culture I grew up in, discovering the culture I am from; or other social and/or nurtured factors. It could also be increased from the parting of my parents that's made me so 50:50 about most, and with insults I take it to the teeth but it never hits home.
somebody hurt me, make my blood boil, just so I can be normal.